this is war, now

ya see, sometimes i need to hear the sound of actual words
instead of the sound of lies
it may just be my own insecurities coming through
but i dont think that whats been happening is ok
and i just need to hear and know things for myself
this is driving me insane
i take opinions from everyone
on every topic
but this is it
there are too many maybes and i cant keep walking around
with a smile painted on my face
because i am not happy
im having a good time
but i am not fucking happy




ttfn, Jaryd