see, the thing is, that this always happens on a day when you least expect it. for me anyway. im not so much upset at you, im upset at myself for allowing you to be my future. well part of it. im upset for relying on you to be part of something that i looked forward to. i seem to have lost a lot of my independance. please dont read this and get offended. even though by just saying that it means that it could be taken offensively, i dont mean it like that. i love how timing works against me. its good times. i seriously had an awesome day. i met a boy who wants to go for coffee, i bought new shoes, and i get to finish my painting. i didnt even have coffee today and i was dancing around at work. i had a good day.

ttfn, Jaryd