I am sad to say thtat i accidentally stuck my finger up Tristans nose today.... it made me sad. On a happier note, we went to the boom boom room. it was sweet, they have a live jazz band there. its my new favourite hang out place i think...

thats pretty much it. other than the fact that last nite was awesome. *sigh*


ttfn, Jiggy

I have so much excess energy... i want to scream at the top of my lungs. Do you know how hard it is to flirt with 2 people at once? its terrible, and now, i am torn. i refuse to do this any longer. BUT ITS SO DIFFICULT! the pondering is very funny though, i just cant help but laugh. Jeff you would laugh too... Cuz im a retard! lol... but its on. i think... i dunno... ill letcha know.

ttfn, Jaryd


*sigh* and *sigh*....

Topic: Black Thread

Note to self: expand on topic


the killers rock.

ttfn, Jaryd

Is it just a coincidence that the landfill is located on International Ave (aka, 17th avenue) ?


thats all...

ttfn, Jiggy

Someone needs to tell me to use my words. I dont seem to be expressing myself lately. Well, ive been expressing myself, but not in a civilized manner, i havent been speaking. I keep thinking that if i dont talk about how im feeling or the future then nothing will happen and everything will stay the same. The only problem is that when i do that, i dont live in the moment. I live in the moments we anticipate. Thats why i dont want to talk about it. I always end up missing people before theyre gone and thus i cry before i have to. we should talk about it, im sure you have doubts and i have my own... we'll either set them in cement walls, or destroy them. i hate talking sometimes, cant we just pretend? no...? fine.



ttfn, Jaryd

ok, so after i tell you guys this, you cant laugh at me, cuz it seems to have worked.

I heard this thing that everyone has a guardian angel, but the ga wont do anything for them unless they ask. So yesterday i asked. And today, by chance, it came true. Weird, huh! But good. theres one thing that will be the final test, ill let you know later in the week if this is a fail safe thingy. I have this problem though, when i am asked to make a wish, i dont wish things for myself, i wish them for other people. its happened more than once. Especially lately. Its not that i dont want anything, its just that i would rather see the people around me happy rather than myself. Well, most of the time if theyre happy im happy, so it sorta works out i guess.

I feel like i have no purpose. its a terrible feeling.

ttfn, Jaryd

Ps: I saw in kleskavainia tonite, it was enjoyable. I find it funny how musicians totally lose all sex appeal when they step off the stage....

I came home to french fries and fist fights. its fucking bullshit. I feel like i cant leave for an extended period of time without this immature fucked up stupid ass way out. Im fucking tired of it. I hate it. and i hate the manipulative passive aggresive way they have about them.


Victoria was beautiful and my audition went well, it was hard, but i did my best! so we'll just have to see. Other than that im just trying to look at it with a "its out of my hands perspective".

ttfn, Jaryd/J-bone heh...

I hate when blogger is a fucking bastard. Today seems to not be that day.

I worked on a seemingly unfamilar stage today, but as soon as i turned around everything melted away and it was just like old times. everything was constant and i rediscovered the superhero in me. I can do anything on a stage (please refrain from giggling, just me? ok then). I really can though. It wasnt just like old times though. Only because i wasnt working for the good of the group. Its all for me now. Thats probably the last time i will be working with Mr.Jobb though, Its amazing how influencial people are on a person. Every single person around you changes you. From a stranger walking by to you best friend.

Tomorrow i leave on a jet plane. but i know when ill be back again : )

Also, Tomorrow comes to take me away, i wish that i, that i could stay.

Umm, No one knows what tomorrow brings

Tomorrow, Tomorrow, ill love ya, tomorrow, its only a daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

its terrible i know. I'll be back on sunday. Im not even excited yet. i will be, then i will throw up. fun times

OH! Dustins mom is going to make me a dress! YAY! im excited. seriously. a pretty dress that i can wear all the time. YAY!

And im going to be Al's friend and we are going to hang out and have lots of fun! yay!

at the end of all of these yays, are nays...... *sigh*


ttfn, Jaryd

The most trying test of any human being is the interior struggle between what we could do and the reality of what we can do.


ttfn, Jaryd

You scored as Walt Whitman. You are most like Walt Whitman, one of America’s most influential poets. He was a nurse during the Civil War and wrote a poem for Lincoln after his assassination. Whitman soaked himself in all of life’s experiences including homosexuality. His philosophy on life was similar to that of Hinduism and Buddhism, in that he accepted all experience, even pain and death as part of the beauty of life. His most beloved include “Song of Myself” and “When Lilacs Last in the Dooryard Bloom’d.” Walt Whitman 83% William Shakespeare 75% James Joyce 63% Ernest Hemingway 46% Edgar Allen Poe 42% Which famous author/poet are you? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Gail. Gail 65% Hartigan 40% Dwight 35% Lucielle 35% Nancy 30% Goldie 30% Becky 30% That Yellow Bastard 15% Shelley 15% Jackie Boy 10% Marv 5% Kevin 0% Manute 0% Miho 0% What Sin City Character are You? created with QuizFarm.com

does this mean i get to make out with Clive Owen?

ttfn

You scored as Democrat. <'Imunimaginative's Deviantart Page'> Democrat 100% Communism 75% Green 67% Anarchism 67% Socialist 33% Fascism 8% Nazi 0% Republican 0% What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In? created with QuizFarm.com

Only because it has to be publically documented. You read it here first folks!


Korac says:
Besides, I usually start it.


na na na na, boo boo!

ttfn, Jiggy